mystoryyy

You've got to know
When to hold 'em,
Know when to fold 'em
Know when to walk away,
Know when to run.
Now every gambler knows
The secret to survivin'
Is knowin' what to throw away
And knowin' what to keep.
'Cause every hand's a winner
And every hand's a loser
And the best you can hope for
Is to die in your sleep.



and i´m so fucked up right now that i don´t even know what to say,
what to do or what to think. my head is a mess.
i´m so messed up and i guess i love you just because you are
just as messed up as me.
and right know i´m just sittin' here. playing all the songs we always listening to.
all the songs we used to play back when everything was good,
and yes, when i look back at all the times we´we cried, i laugh.
but i never tought that looking back at all the times we laughed
would make me cry. but that´s how it is.
right now, i don´t know what i wanna do, or even how i want my life to be.
and i keep wondering what i´m doing next year.
will we be together or will we hate each others? hate ourselfs because we let us
fall apart, will we be happy, together or apart? will we cry or laugh?
right now it feels like i´m rather crying with you than laughing without you.
i love you, know? but we are to psychopaths together.
we laugh, we cry, we keep screaming to each other even tough we said
a millions times that we won´t.
but i don´t know what to do without you.
or, well i know what to do without you, but i just feel so fucking alone
because no one will ever understand me like you do.
and we laugh at the same stuff and you just get me.
and i guees i just need you like you need me.
i can´t even explain the relationship you and i have, i know it´s
weird and full of shit, just like you and me. i know we both
are singel right now becuase we don´t work together,
or maybe we do, we just don´t realize it.
we need each other, i know that.
and just like you said, maybe one day we will sit there with our little family
just as happy as we are meant to be, and everything will be just fine
and we will point fingers to everyone who doesn´t understand us.

i don´t know, i just hope that we one day can be happy, together.
we are best friends and i need you just as much as you need me.
we can do this baby, we just need to point our fucking fingers to everybody else,
say fuck you and smile. we have each other and that´s all we need.