cry as hard as you want to, but just make sure that when you´re finished, you never cry for the same reason again
and when you give up, you just do it. it´s nothing you decide to do.
well, of course you can give up and stop trying but that´s not really
what giving up is about. you don´t just drop everything one day
and then never pick it up again, it just happens. a little bit inside
of you dies every day. and from one day to another, nothing changes.
but when you look back, say like six months, you can see how different
everything was back then, and you start to wonder, what happened?
because you can´t remember the exact day when everything changed.
it just happened, a little bit every day. and you give up,
a little more every day. and one day, you wake up and realize you´re at the bottom,
and when you realize that, you can start climb back up again.
it´s the same thing there, it don´t happen over one day.
you don´t wake up at the bottom and when you go to sleep
you´re back at the top. it takes a while, a few months, maybe
even years before you can say that you´re back at the top.
and when you are there, you have to fight, fight as hell so you don´t fall back.
and maybe thats it. you fall so you can fight to get back up, and get back up
so you can fall again.
you can´t always be at the top, and you can´t stay at the bottom forever.
